Hey guys so its about 8:13 right now and me and my daughter are curled up in bed watching Tangled the series, you know like we do EVERY NIGHT. We always watch tv before she goes to bed. Usually when that is over we go and brush our teeth go potty and then read a bedtime story. Tuck her in tight. Hugs and kisses then usually I’m come in my room and play on my phone check social media and that kind of thing. I run a beauty group on Facebook called Learning To LOVE Your Beautiful Self and its all about beauty and positivity because lets be real it seems like there is a lot more negative things going on in the world then positive. So some positivity in this negative world is always a good thing. So lets just jump into the fun and crazy stuff called MY LIFE. I was young when I got pregnant. Seventeen to be exact. Had her at eighteen. Her father wants nothing to do with her, and has said so on multiple occasions. Which breaks my heart because every little boy and girl should have a father. When she was a baby it was really rough, doing everything on my own. It really takes a toll on you. I had severe depression and anxiety and to this day I still suffer from it. I have been diagnosed with chronic anxiety so bad I can put myself in a coma. So you know that’s always fun. I also was diagnosed with conversion disorder which is pretty much when your mind plays tricks on you. Instead of me dealing with my stressful day it tells me my stomach will hurt, or my arm will go numb. My brain got so over loaded that I had a episode of bells palsy. Let me tell you that was not fun! Half my face would not work. I had to wear a eye patch and I looked like a messed up freaking pirate. Trying anything new terrifies me so writing this blog gives me anxiety. I know I need to try new things so that’s why I created this blog. That’s why I created my beauty group on Facebook. Makeup hides all your “imperfections” and at first I thought if I cake makeup on people wont see the real me. The ugly me, but that’s not the case. Your bare natural face is the most beautiful thing in the world! Don’t let anyone tell you different! There are days I have to tell myself that I am beautiful I don’t need makeup to be pretty, and its true. Makeup to me is something that is relaxing to me. It keeps me calm. It lets me become a different person in a way. When I say that I mean it in a good way not in a way that it hides my imperfections. When I put makeup on now its because I want to have fun and play around with festive colors and dramatic looks. Makeup is a hobby now not something I do to cover my imperfections. Makeup is fun! Its silly! Its letting you express yourself in a different way! I love doing dramatic looks natural looks all kinds of looks! GLITTER! I LOVE LOVE LOVE GLITTER!!! Believe me as you follow me on my journey you will see how much I love to use glitter in my makeup.
I created this blog to share my life and my daughters life with you.
Talking about my passion about being a mother and my passion about becoming a makeup artist.
I would love to have y’all follow me in my journey and as I can follow you in yours.
Become part of my blog family.
I hope you all have a wonderful evening. Sweet dreams. Sleep tight. Don’t let the bed bugs bite. As I ALWAYS say to my daughter:)